#LB

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    Mirrors

    (inspired by Vivaldi – “Winter”: Allegro non Molto)

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    Run Towards the Apocalypse

    God: Beyond this door, you shall not pass.
    I’ll burn the Nile and end the war,
    My wrath will reach your Eden grass!
    My child, I beg of you!
    Stay with me, I am the truth.
    Redemption is yours just please obey.
    My love don’t leave don’t go away.
    Eve: Let go of me, I beg of you!
    I dare you to remove his wings I will rip your halo soon
    You know, that you won’t change your mind,
    Drop your fingers. I’ll drop mine.
    There’s nothing else that you can prove,
    I don’t believe you are the truth..

    (Fall of Eve, transformation into Lilith
    Celestials trying to stop her, others cheering her)

    Michael: Stay. God: Satana. 
    Stay Satana. Stay Satana.
    Lucifer: I stand here all alone
Lilith: Here is not far from Your throne!
Lucifer: The stars guide away His light.
Lilith: My Prince, we must run it’s time to fight!
Lucifer: This maroon sand…
Lilith: Will bleed away between our toes; it’s not a play!
He changed his mind. You have to rise;
Eradicate—
Lucifer: Our, own bloodline..
Lilith: Eradicate our own, blood line.
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    Betrayer (dear god)

    Someone up there forgot all about me
    Asked me to dance, abandoned my hand.
    Somewhere up there a door is in front of me:
    Immortality, but He gave me the wrong key.

    I know I should wait for You to rise the sun,
    But the night eats me alive, I won’t survive till sunrise.

    Somehow, someway I have to try to realize:
    I am here all alone, with my crown made of thorns.

     

    I can’t follow You, I can’t see You.
    Where are You? I hate You!
    You fed me lies, no surprise, I despise You.
    I hate You! Where are You?

     

    Someone up there forgot all about me
    Asked me to dance, abandoned my hand.
    Someone up there forgot all about me.
    Asked me to dance. Abandoned my hand.
    I know I should wait for You to rise the sun,
    But the night eats me alive. Won’t survive till sunrise.
    Someone up there forgot all about me,
    Asked me to dance.
    Abandoned my hand.

     

    You gave me lies
    No surprise
    I despise You
    I hate You
    Where are You
    I can’t follow You
    I can’t see You
    Where are You
    I hate You
    Betrayer.…

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    Bipolar Bird

     

    She’s sitting in her room

    Looking at an old burnt picture

    Of a girl

    Walking hand in hand with a stranger

    Where are you going?

    Do you know whose hand you’re holding?

    All alone in her room

    With another creeping behind her

    She’s aware

    But why does this nightmare share her air

    Who do you see in the mirror?

    Could it really be me, so messed up and blessed!

    And I will wait for my turn

    To learn how to fly

    And I will change everything in my world

    And tear up the sky

    Bird of prey  sweet bird of prey

    Come take me away

    Bird of prey

    My sweet bird of prey

    Come take me away with you…

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    Together (lyrics by some guy to his x)

    This is a song that I wrote for you
    This is the least that I could do
    In a way to say that I’m still there
    In a way to show that I still care
    And I still see you in my dreams
    Your touch, your lips, nothing has changed
    Then I awake and its not real
    All I do is close my eyes again
    And I still remember the night we shared together
    You’d cry and hold my fingers and wish this could last forever
    (The night we shared together)
    So this is the song, dedicated to you
    Please tell me if there’s more I can do
    I wanna give you the sun and paint the sky so blue
    Do you believe that I am true
    I am true
    Time went by and now you are gone
    Would someone help me, I’m alone
    Time goes by and you’re still not here
    My blood is mud, my heart is stone
    And I still remember your smile, your voice and your kisses
    And I want to erase the past, the future and present
    And I will draw my own world and place only you in it
    We’ll be here together…

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    The Sea Whispered Me a Lullaby

    Here where we sat by the sea
    You kept looking at me
    Don’t you have something to say
    You were gonna leave that day

    I knew what was goin’ through your mind
    The sea whispered me a lullaby
    I lean and lay my head on your shoulder
    The night is all around it’s getting colder

    The sand is stuck on my dress and your hands
    Your eyes say things to me I just can’t understand
    You lean and steal a kiss from my lips
    You touch my hair and kiss my fingertips

    I wake up, I’m alone and you’re gone
    I get up and walk alone to your home
    There’s no one there and I don’t care about this misery
    I take your blade and head to your room miserably

    I take my hand and trace the blade on my wrist
    The blood drops down on your sheets, I seize my fist
    I lie in silence till I fall asleep in your bed
    So this is it, now we are both dead.…

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    Work of Art (demo)

     

    You still don’t know what you mean to me
    My foolish angel
    You still say that our worlds are so apart
    I can’t deny that
    You say you’re living in the north
    Girl, there are no poles here
    You and I are a perfect work of art
    From sin and foe free

    No sky and no sea
    Will come between us
    No wind and no breeze
    Can separate us
    No songs and no verbs
    Can define what you and I are
    No lips and no words
    Can refine our lust

    There is nothing in the world you know that I don’t want you to know
    There is nothing in the sky you see that I can’t make you believe
    I don’t wanna give you all my promises because I know tomorrow
    Will take everything away from me and you will pale with sorrow

    You will be a damsel in distress
    I can be your knight
    I will grant you all that I possess
    Worship you will all my might
    I will paint the sky solid blue
    It’ll never be night
    Wake me up with your sweet and sour caress
    We’ll unite with plight

    No woman no man
    Have ever felt like this
    No king and no plan
    Can ever grant you this
    No songs and no green
    Are enough to make you high
    No magick no queens
    Will ever teach you how to fly

    There is nothing in the world you know that I don’t want you to know
    There is nothing in the sky you see that I can’t make you believe
    I don’t wanna give you all my promises because I know tomorrow
    Will take everything away from me and you will pale with sorrow

     

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    Sinless Me

     

    Star dying in the sky, grant me a wish before you die,
    And leave me all alone to crime my sins.
    This wish is all I need, to figure out why do I treat
    My life without no love or dignity.
    I see the light. I’m going blind.
    This light will hurt me if I follow or beliefs.
    All my possessions, all my believes
    Drowned my Whole into a cold me.

     

    Mother, oh mother, would you tell me if I was wrong?
    I feel I don’t belong to you no more.
    Mother, tell father that I used to be a good little girl
    Until I grew up, I am me.

     

    Something is said and I will shout
    I don’t remember where I’ve been, what I did
    What I used to be.
    Give me a sign give me a chance,
    I want to be a saint I want to be divine.

     

    I know it’s true all cause of you
    The day I met you I lost my innocence
    But didn’t lose you.
    You hurt me deeply, you made me cry
    And now I want this wish so I can die

     

    Honey, sweet honey, would you tell me
    That I’m still sane
    Assure me that there is some good still left in me.
    Take me embrace me.
    Promise me that you’ll never leave.

    Or so say so I can still dream
    Of a sinless me
    I want to dream of a sinless me…

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    Schizo Talk

    In the mirror what do you see?
    Don’t be sad you still have a beautiful smile
    In the desert, freedom.. loneliness.
    Don’t be shy you’re beautiful when you’re naked.

    You dance with evil!
    You breed with the devil.
    You speak words of wisdom which you only hear!
    You live under my skies!
    You are always so fucken high.
    You breath the air that I wish for!

    “If you don’t have the time to be God,
    Just relax and come on in.
    I will gladly be a fucken great God for You.”
    Beautiful Is all you know.
    And it’s all you can think of.
    But it’s something you will never afford

    You trip with evil!
    You Pray with the devil.
    You sing words of sin in which You only live.
    You live under my eyes. You are always so fucken high!
    You breath the air that I wish for..…

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    Whole

    Run, run don’t ever dare to look back
    Save, save what’s left and attack
    Here, here you gotta jump to this side
    There’s no time you have learn to fly…
    I’m waiting under the sun
    Don’t take too long just take some
    Try, try and destroy this wall
    And when you’re there you’ll be a whole

    They think that you have a choice
    Listen only to your voice
    Lightning can strike twice
    Follow and believe in your dreams
    You know your dreams believe in you
    You have only once to live
    This time you will do it right
    Take my sword, prepare to fight
    I’ll help and show you the way
    You have wasted so much time
    Getting there will take a while
    But there’s no turning back

    Run, run don’t ever dare to look back
    Save, save what’s left and attack
    Here, here you gotta jump to this side
    There’s no time you have learn to fly
    Try, try and destroy this wall
    And when you’re there you’ll be a whole
    You’ll be a whole
    You’ll be a whole
    You’ll be a whole

     

     

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    Better Without

    They have gone,
    And I’m better without them, better without them.
    Though I’m alone,
    I’m better without them, better without them.
    I couldn’t care less,
    they can leave and forget all about me
    Cause I deserve, to live my life the way I want me to be.
    I wish I was a man,
    To fall in love with me.
    I could pretend that someone’s here with me,
    But,
    Can he see me,
    Can he feel me,
    Does he know me?
    Can you feel me?
    Do you know I’m unhuman
    I had wings for these shoulders, now they’re shoulders.
    I, I fell
    from, from
    Hell.

    They have gone,
    And I’m better without them, better without them,
    Though I’m alone;
    I’m better without them, better without them
    I wish I was a man
    To fall in love with me
    I could pretend that someone’s here
    with me
    But you see me
    and you feel me
    and you know me
    Do you love me?…

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    He Killed Me

    And as I walk through the oceans I see
    The burden in my hand,
    The blessing shines on me
    He killed me
    The sky is getting closer
    I see the light
    If I jump off this bridge
    Would you save me, hold me tight
    Save me

    And as I walk through the oceans I see
    The burden in my hand
    Hell shining on me
    He killed me
    The sky is getting closer
    I see the light
    And If you jump off this bridge
    Would you save me hold me tight
    Save me…

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    Prozac Trance

    At times I care about you
    Other times I loath everything in you
    Sometimes I run hide and die
    But most of the time you see me high

    Now I know what I have become
    It is clear: I am that girl that I feared.
    Who is who? Who dares to say I’m insane
    I am cool
    I might be better than you
    I am cool

    We do not know. This is how it usually goes.
    Waiting for tomorrows where magic beans,
    They do grow
    We catch, our last breath with no fear
    For we’re here, this ain’t so sincere.
    Who is who. Who dares to say we’re deranged
    What about you?
    You might be crazy too

    Confused decisions. Rational delusions.
    Dancing naked on roof tops and falling to hell.
    Living life as a fantasy
    Where there is no one but you and me.
    Giving life a chance to freak us, again!

    One foot: skipping delightly in a fairy tale
    Hearing Him say be gay yes its okay
    My other foot: sinking in a spiral of absurd hate
    Driving me mad Driving me insane.…

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    Amnesia

    I’m collecting names from my past.
    It’s funny how I believed those days would last.
    I can’t remember where I’ve been,
    I can’t remember my own best friend

    But You, you hunt in my dreams, mr. Amnesia
    I don’t really know who you are,
    I can’t remember what’s your name.
    But I remember that it felt so good to wake up with you.

    Were your eyes a different kind of blue?
    Or were they just plain brown?
    Did your presence make me smile?
    Or did you make me frown,
    Did it feel like heaven’s coming down
    Whenever you touched my hand?
    Have I ever told you ‘I love you’

    My amnesia I don’t really care who you were.
    I can’t seem to remember your name.
    But I do remember how it felt so good
    So good
    To wake up with you…

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    Notice

    You want me, to stop believing in sad things,
    In sad endings.
    You want me, to smile even before I wake up.
    You want me to notice how many stars
    There are in the sky,
    You want me to notice how many stars
    There are in the blue sky.
    I want to breath easier, sleep tighter
    Become a fighter.
    To be strong, challenge the wind whenever it may blow.
    I want to notice how many stars there are in the sky.
    I want to understand, realize they are made for me.
    For me
    For me…