Prozac Trance

At times I care about you
Other times I loath everything in you
Sometimes I run hide and die
But most of the time you see me high

Now I know what I have become
It is clear: I am that girl that I feared.
Who is who? Who dares to say I’m insane
I am cool
I might be better than you
I am cool

We do not know. This is how it usually goes.
Waiting for tomorrows where magic beans,
They do grow
We catch, our last breath with no fear
For we’re here, this ain’t so sincere.
Who is who. Who dares to say we’re deranged
What about you?
You might be crazy too

Confused decisions. Rational delusions.
Dancing naked on roof tops and falling to hell.
Living life as a fantasy
Where there is no one but you and me.
Giving life a chance to freak us, again!

One foot: skipping delightly in a fairy tale
Hearing Him say be gay yes its okay
My other foot: sinking in a spiral of absurd hate
Driving me mad Driving me insane.