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    Letter to B: #miracle of gratitude

    Dear,

    Just before I met you, something happened as I was sitting in front of my computer one day.
    I suddenly felt a huge presence of an Emotion, a Feeling overwhelmed me entirely completely. I had to close my eyes to process the massive amount of emotion that overcame me; from nothing… for no reason at all….

    This post is the feeling.

    When I titled the entry, I chose the usual tag: #prayer, so my wish comes true. And then, came you.

    Was it a premonition?
    Or did a parallel reality bleed into this?

    Was I someone else?
    Or was I me, somewhere else

    What I know of that reality, is that I was feeling this way. That I was living with my husband, my soulmate in a house together.
    That we were in the same room, that the Emotional Energy I felt was because he did something. I don’t know what though.

    And I felt honored… out of appreciation, and respect,
    and gratitude.

    His gratitude was intense. And so was mine.

    Somebody wants me Mind, Heart, Body, and Soul. And I feel exactly the same way. Gratitude.
    How intense will our gratitude be.

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    Letter to B: Imagination History

    I write this for my own sake. This is truthful and is dedicated to you. 

    Do I begin with the beginning, or do I tell you conclusions without going into details? I’ll just go with the flow.

    I want to write. That’s always the only way to start.

    You need to know then understand why I am not surprised, or shocked to suddenly have you appear in front of me. And why I don’t feel the emotions that go with this, that could describe exactly how I feel. If you are my soulmate, wether or not I feel it, I know it could be true. I have been aware of your existence since I was little.…