Jannu

How do you start this chapter?
How do you write this story?

Synergy 

When in her arms a mighty angel hid
And showed her how hurt burns
How he needed all of this
More than this
Both wanting the same
Both uncertain
please no more heartbreak.

children.
“I like you.” I don’t know if you like me.
adults.
She can’t say I love you and kiss him.
How can I surrender if you go.
fool. Breaking my heart.
Can you handle me.
“I’ll handle more. I need more.”
“I know.”
“baba”

Life is very intimately personal.
There is no Now.
That fleeting moment passed, unexistant.
What is was and will remain is Affect.
Sensation transforms into thought,
and thought is immortal.

Now is a teaser for a future tomorrow,
Worry of what could be,
Or cease to be.
Torus can’t sleep, driven by future financial security.
Virgo can’t awake, driven by future familial safety.
No futureless now.
My now is focused on the future.
Will I be happy like this?

Then when in Peace,
the now really exists.
The way the air moves around him,
Body borrowed from a sun god,
Confidence traversed from another time
Charisma transmuting my inner being
Essence from another dream

How do you start this chapter?
How do you write this story.
By being authentic of course.