Ultimatum Evil stepmother

If i go to jordan i may not come back. I need to know what will happen with our life together.

Either choose me, i am your wife, your lover, your best friend.. together we will buy our dream house, a chance for happiness and love for the both of us, a chance to make a new family.. ….or choose your son.
We will not buy a house before i know your decision. If we buy the house then that means that he is not a part of it. he doesn’t visit, he doesn’t stay over, he doesn’t have a bed or a room or anything else that belongs to him. if you want to see him then see him, how and where is not my problem. He is your son, your problem, not mine. I wash my hands from this.
 
If you choose him over me, then we should tell the bank we won’t buy the house after all, there is your loan take it back, and i am going back to jordan. I will not stand any more of this nightmare. It is making me ill. 
The fact that i love you and that you are my soul mate is fading away in the face of all the anger, depression and horrible atmosphere. There is nothing out of the ordinary in this situation. Wives and children from other partners don’t go well together. It is poison.
You have no idea how i feel right this minute.. i won’t dare say all these things just like that to your face.. this is the only way. i am going out. i love you. I am going to buy a pack of cigarettes. I hope  you call me soon on my phone.. or i am not coming back..