#Song: So Unfair

12.5.2018

In this world I hear a whisper..Damn you fool, it should mean nothing.I was fast asleep and numb and fine in my world, and then:You.

You think you’re a god, you think you’re a thing,You think you’re everything I dream of!
You think I’m me, you think I’m you,
You think that all I need in my soul is you, and it’s true.

Life is so full of signs that lie, and so completely synchronised.
The presence comes and the presence goes,
And it’s almost full, it’s almost right, it’s almost mine!

And, if it is over then it is over!
If it’s not then it is not.
No matter how high my walls rise I drop, drop, drop
Into a life that unfolds into events that I don’t want to participate in,
Just fuck off..

Am I hacked?
Am I hacked… am I hacked!
How do I connect to my own self?
How do I connect to my own self?
How do I connect to my own self?
How do I connect to my own self?
How do I connect to my own self?
How do I connect to my own self?
Am I hacked?How do I connect to my own self?Am I hacked?How do you connect to my higher self?
Am I hacked?How do I connect to my own self?Am I hacked?How do you connect to myself..

And I hate you, because you are asleep. and I am awake and it feels so unfair. so alone. so alone. so alone with my fucken self