#grattis.

I sat, enjoying myself, listening to Coeur de la Nuit – headphones, J in my hand, dancing in my seat; and I have been thinking about KJ Today; just thinking, just remembering and thinking, nothing at all in particular: just You, and how It is making me feel.. I was enjoying this happiness which is now not so disconnected, and more continuous. Just observing the state of my being, my feelings, and what emotions I feel. Brain asks: but are you depressed?

I started thinking about it, looking out at the storm outside, and then snapped out of the question, smoothly, shortly after saying, Nope. And here for the third time, and all today, I realize how much Kj’s influence on me is affecting me Right.

I remained in my happiness.

I went on to other things, and as I was looking at older posts, I saw this.

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So, Without processing.. and continuing my being… (+work:findnewjob:))

for in this life, so much is here that I want to satisfy from, & long to.. layers of exotically familiar senses waking up, inviting me .. my brain is thirsty for living this kind of life, ya kj.