Mirror

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    #Monologue

    you are the one
    who knows the truth
    where are you
    where do you go
    what do you do
    are you alone
    will I know
    will I be with you
    you are doing things the other way
    you do make sense in my mind
    your soliloquies enthrall me
    I dare to believe
    you are all I have for proof
    obscene familiarities
    without you I am nothing
    you are disintegrating
    forgetting who you are
    forgetting to be alive
    you can’t wake up
    bored
    dumbed
    desensitized
    my love
    wake up

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    I wake up
    dumbed
    desensitized
    bored
    I can’t wake up
    I forget I’m alive
    I forget who I am
    disintegration
    without myself I am nothing
    an obscene familiarity
    all I have for proof is me
    daring to believe soliloquies that enthrall me
    I don’t make sense

    I do things the other way
    will I join myself
    will I know myself
    who is she
    what does she do & why
    where is she
    she’s s the one
    who knows the truth…

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    Mirror mirror on my wall
    
What will it take to show me nothing at all
    
Mirror mirror holding me
    
trapping me inside my identity…

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    Birthday Ballet Blue

    She is 31.0.

    She lives far from the place she was born and raised.

    She lives exactly where she wanted to, all her life.
    But 6 years on, she realises how true it is,
    how sad she has been all this time.
    She is tall, graceful and slender. She still wants to have a ballroom in her house,
    a ballet and dancing hall, not only for her but for her 3.8 daughter.

    Loud classical music, dim lighting,
    no chairs or walls to crash into. To let go of body control.
    To let the situation, the phenomenal degrees of imagination, hack the body..
    to reign free outside it’s physical space.

    See every reflection, of every angle of a beautiful host.
    Mirror in endless mirrors, floors, ceilings and walls.
    No doors.
    The room can be as big as infinity.…

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    Dear Mirror,

    mirror mirror on my wall
    won’t you show nothing at all
    mirror mirror holding me
    trapping my identity…

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    #Mirror

    I’m holding a mirror
    Looking at all the mess
    realising what I want to see
    Is no reflection at all.…