#Dear Lilith,

Now that I know more about you from elsewhere, I cannot put it out of my head. I know that it was you who left Adam in the first place. I know that you are his equal. That you do not want to compromise to anything. I know about the sex. And I respect you for it, though I am not like you. Did you love him? I mean really and truly? For me if you did, then you should compromise. And you would want for him to take over control in sex. Not all the time, I understand, because if you truly love him then you would want to be in control, not to control, but to pleasure him, while he just takes it all, to show him how much you love him. To give back what he gives you when you are underneath. Right?

 

But if I go with what others think of you, then I cannot imagine you loving him, and this breaks my whole idea. Why are you hunting him down all this time? Because you want him back. You want revenge on Eve. And revenge on Lucifer for the fall in which you lost your Adam forever. Because you stayed in the other world while he became human. So you want him back. And you have been trying all these thousands of years, and finally found out how to bring him back to you willingly, by breaking the soul link with Eve. You are so tired and frustrated. Aren’t you? And you want him with you so badly that you ally yourself with your enemy, Lucifer. And you are so close to getting what you want.

 

Your plan in the beginning was bulletproof. I admit that I found myself confused last time and I didnt know why you decided to have the four of you making love. It made perfect sense before, but last night I lost it completely. And I panicked! Did you see me panic? You should have seen me! I wanted to save you so bad. I am not sure, but I think I managed to heal the break. Although the solution, or I don’t know what to call it didn’t have the energy like all your other ideas. But I could go to bed and think it will be fine. At Least I found a link and I can heal it properly later.

Was that the problem?

 

Lets go back a bit.

Now you want Adam. Because I have learned that not only you were his first wife, and you are more important than Eve, although I am not going to lie to you, I want Eve to be more important to the story. I havent talked to her about this yet. Even though she has been leading the scenes so far. But I dont feel a link with her. But I am telling you from now, the link will be found, and she will be .. Maybe me if I find it in my heart to do so. You know what I am talking about. But nevermind it now.

 

But now you are important very much. And will always be. I want to erase the prejudice they have against you. They will fall in love with you and want you to win. They will vote for you. They will rule for you. But you need to help me do that. My problem is, did you really love Adam? Is that why you are seeking to bring him back to you? Or is it only revenge all around? I don’t want that to be it. Please tell me what to do. Help me, help you.