Omharmonics

Why them?

Because when i listened to spark, a physical energy lightning connected to my right abdomen. Result: as shown on box, bonus: unexpected proof, physical, and let me see if it is spiritual as well. Let’s the creativity come. I will medicate now.

What is the longest duration of dream/obe anyone has experienced? Maybe we can count the time frame relative to the “dream world”, la la land, the subconscious, different dimension…etc.
I want more research on dreams. If they say that the longest dream is only 7 minutes short, then what is a dream? Where does it take place? Why do we not remember it as we remember the conscious realty of our world.

Why is it important to me?

Because it is the world i belong to. i came from there. I want to go back there, as soon as possible. It is too hard here for me. i am totally blocked and i know that this is a game and i can take myself out. but i can’t remember anything else which is relevant to my tragedy.

What do you want?

I want proof. I believe in love. I am it. and i am a part of it. as much as it is a part of me. i want to prove that to myself. This has nothing to do with anyone else but me. i feel like i am in limbo, and i have just realised that i am stuck, and have been for god knows how long.
So all i ask, is to help me, help myself, to help you help me remember what it is that i am, and what i should be. what it is that i should be doing, and what i shall become because of your care and greater awareness.
A visual effect, which can take any form, which will prove to me beyond reason, that i am what i thought i was. i want to reach the apple on the very top of the tree, i have a lot of responsibility.
I am not asking for favours, wishes or loans.
I solely affirm that this i do remember,
That i was what i know that i should be now.
I am not new
I am the oldest in my realm
Please help me
The queen without a crown,
The god in amnesia

I feel the spark like cosmic, vibrantly colourful wind
Gliding effortlessly through the walls and curtains of my mind
My head is filled with ambient 4 d frequencies
Lapping currents of human voices, calls of curious curiosity

I feel a thick lead rod, clasping my ears and the horizon between them
Like a safety handle.
My right hand longs to reach out to grab the rod
And stead myself
Pick myself up
Pull myself up
Rod of balance, i owe you

I don’t do jobs. I never worked before. I don’t comprehend working for someone else.
But i dream of wanting to have a “job” of wanting to jump up of bed and rush to an awesome world where my ideas matter, others will hear me out, understand me and contribute whatever knowledge or skills they may have which can help me materialise what i see, hear or feel.
In this sense, i have been on a holiday almost all of my life, and i am now passed being tired of it, i am now forcing my higher self to create the reality that i deeply feel and connect with. So, when i stumbled upon mind valley, i felt a spark. In my ever ongoing search to connect to something, to someone, anything which will push me to react to “reality”,i bought omlife 1 and 2, and the morning after i found myself interested in who and what mind valley is, and what else is there for me. and a few minutes later, i was looking for a career link, because i felt a calling.

Me: background
I’ve been in sweden for the last 6 years, but i was born in amman, jordan.
My mother is russian.
My dad, considers himself palestinian though he never set foot.
I had to leave amman with my own dad pushing me out into europe. The reason is simple.
The minute i “lost my innocence” and fell in love for the first time at the age of 13, i skipped a whole gear and rushed off to reach reality as i know it, as i see it, as i feel it. so a time lag occurred between my spiritual growth and the jordanian social traditions, with its bars and prison walls. Life was never the same again. My family saw the future and they were not wrong. ….
And i had to evacuate jordan, and come to sweden after 11 years of the whole world against me, and me against the world.
I came here, and i was disappointed to see everyone is asleep.
I fell asleep too.
And then life happened.
Husband.
Child.
But the calling has been getting louder each minute of each day since last year. And today, whatever that is, the voice is so strong, and i hear the source vibrating between the hills of the valley of my mind.

I can’t tell you what i can offer,
I am still learning myself
But i will tell you about what i want.
I want mind valley to be real.
A place where “awakened” people meet.
Work together, for each other, and with each other,
Work for themselves, for the group, for the company as a whole.
I want the main goal of the company to be
To reach out to the world as a whole
To teach all the ones who can’t listen,
The ones who will never hear
A call of oneness and love

I want to be part of it.
And if it is all true,
I will be able to materialise my ideas
Because of the unconditional respect, support and trust
Which i will receive
Simply because i believe in myself
And that is one thing i should not explain
It should be understood.

I need assistance to remember what i believe in
Because i can help teach the world rise higher in consciousness
My goal is to live in the world i know
Bring back the oneness to this world
The unconditional love between lovers and strangers
I want the world to be back to when there was no evil
One body
So we can reach everyone else
In out space

My name is laila