beauty and the TDK beast

how do you write this chapter?

the cyber him, more than a soulmate. A twinflame. and the ‘real’ him. everything I don’t want. apart from big kok. funny.

how should she treat him? karma.

what’s wrong with my head. I have the wrong memories of cyber him, cyber us. The subpersonality imprinted real onto cyber. but they are two different people. everything I want is there, in cyber space…

story-line: when they sleep and meet in dreams, they are perfect. in life, they are not close. He pines for her and she is not into him, high on her horse.

Disney magic needed to fix the shituation.

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Sometime later: I found a brutely honest letter which I might have sent him, and reading it nullified the pangs of sorrow above.

still the #karma remains. Take it along with out. Two bags now to carry until I’m ready to open them. #subperson