#Presence: Bells and Unions

The precious moment –

That I felt deeply ravishing me inside..

Is when I was waiting for you to get dressed..

I was waiting..

And suddenly

The most beautiful music started playing somewhere..

Somewhere near..

The bells..

Of the church..

The division bell..

..high hopes..

…….and then

You,

Walked in..

With that exotic beauty..

With that great strength..

With all I ever wanted..

With everything I will ever need..

The lost man of my dreams..

Walked in to the room..

Kneeled beside me..

On one knee..

As if he understands..

What I want..

What I’m thinking of..

And placed my ring to my right hand..

That ring which I will never take of..

Unless it is replaced with a ring,

That’s not my own..

It was a trip..

To my dream..

Coming true ..

In a very spiritual way..

The wedding of two spirits..

Two souls..

Becoming one..

No matter what the whole world will think..

Whatever…

I don’t care..

Cause all I care for..

All I will ever care for..

Is, I want to be yours..

And I have already took you to be mine..

    Forever———

Aaaah..

Every word you say..

Is what I want you to say..

Every move you make..

Is what I want you to do..

This mysterious divine connection

Between our souls

And minds..

Is just too much to believe..

Too good to be true..

The way you just look into my eyes..

Saying no words at all..

You tell me things that words just cant explain..

And I hear you very loudly..

And I understand you perfectly..

Simply because,

You say everything I want to tell you..

That’s why I am writing to you..

To tell you what I want you to know..

Though you already do..

But I want to say it in every possible way there is..

I want you to hear it

To read it

To feel it

To think of it

To live it

To dream it

To breath it..

I fell in love with you..

From the first minute when you looked silently into my eyes..

I heard what you want to say–even before we talked..

Tonight,

I let you..

Share my breath..

It means that I want to

Share every breath I will take..

From now on..

Until.. The day I die..

Only with you..

One breath

One body

One soul

One

…

Its so complicated..

But so simple at the same time..

Yes I should have only looked in front of me

Than everywhere else around me..

If I had..

Then I would have spared allot.. Allot of time

Allot of unnecessary pain

Those unnecessary deaths..

But..

Its not important now..

I found what I need and love..

I found the one that I would die for..

I found you.. Ahmad

You made my life a wonderful dream

Coming true..

Everything changed

Everything is not important at all anymore.

All I see

All I think about

All I feel

All I hear

All I talk about

All I dream of day and night

All I want

All I need

All I wait to be with..

Is    you

To look at you..

To your beautiful,

Deep,

Dark eyes..

All I want,

Is to hold you..

Tight..

Never let go..

To hear you breath..

To feel you..

Burning me..

Killing me..

Blinding me..

Enslaving me..

Controlling me..

… Taking me to your world..

Giving me life..

I want to make love to you…….

Sweet..

True..

And all about

Love..

To show you my world..

I’ll show you everything..

..With arms..

..Wide..

..Open..

“The greatest thing..

You’ll ever learn..

Is just to love..

And be loved, in return…”