#Monologue

took a relook at myself
in the mirror I knew
that I still didn’t get it
I and who I was
have lost each other

the universe
is awesome
waiting

inside me is Energy
I am nothing compared to me

black satin
blue, liquid beings of light
phoenix perched on my central heart

I coexist with this story
whether or not I care to follow

Is this a promise?
I asked,
forgetting the past.
Dumb ass.

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