Little and playing with Farah B, summer evening on a Wednesday night. We play a delicious game, excited. Play is separate. We draw our zones and homes, and pretend we are with our future husbands.
Bye- I have a real date, with Zack Morris. It’s 7:30.…
“Try to remember. Those memories could help endure this reality.” — Korean tv show
I endure reality, waiting to catch my qualities and manifest my real personality. I’m torn between choices, should I read what I’ve written, should I write something new to read, or should I cease existing? Ceasing seems most comfortable.
…
when you’re jointing and craving to roll one..as if it’s a new thing to do.…
is it true
is it twisted and censored
thoughts intercepted
am i hacked
am i fed
why would i lie
is it strange
i let it out
what is this secret
brewing
within the cracks
of my heart
why would i say that…
