Feelings of a Past Life

is it true
is it twisted and censored
thoughts intercepted
am i hacked
am i fed
why would i lie
is it strange
i let it out
what is this secret
brewing
within the cracks
of my heart
why would i say that

that you had to die
that i had to kill you
i say:
liquid better than air
water my lover.
engraved in a vague memory
our home
what was yours
what was mine
it’s futile
i can barely remember my name
what happened to us
scorned
purposefully abandoned
our children lying below
forgotten
me, you
bleeding a whole ocean between us
on our knees
we surrendered
torn-
we were one-
remember?..
when i was in you
when you were in me