#Cosmic Dialogue

There is no other
there is no other but me in this whole world
i am alone

i think of only me
i listen to my thoughts and that alone
i log everything my host experiences,
physically, emotionally
i do not separate the three
my thoughts control my emotions and my body
a thought creates possibilities
consciousness created itself to experience it self
cannot be in harmony with energy of the other without being whole first
collateral damage is not an option

“these wars they can’t be won,
do you want them to go on and on and on
why plot these states when there could be only one!
must we do what we are told
these wars can’t be won,
does anyone know or care how they’ve begun
they just promise to go on and on and on” — Muse

in this reality i cannot be
in my dreams i cannot be
it is only in a conscious dream i remember what i can achieve
not a god given right to lucid by default
unaware of the power of subconscious dream
can’t express my mind and soul using mere language
psychedelics help knock down walls in my conscious

not only do i want what others successfully achieve when activating their consciousness
i also want the harder to achieve reward
to tap into my subconsciousness
i want to play level 1 and 2 at the same time
but i’m repeating the same level
i just want the truth
who am i
and why am i here
what is this life for
what is reality
what is real reality
what came first
and what made one into two
how did the unknown realize to know
how does the womb create life
how does consciousness happen

subconsciousness communicated directly with consciousness
the result of a high charge of self-awareness
filling me with bliss and acceptance
consciousness injected with the elixir of life
touched by divine intervention
evolution
game of life on pause
now is time out
space, open up new universes
show me secret bonus levels
wisdom experienced with senses, humbling
magnified self awareness
and the thirst to know more
to know everything
energy surplussing all over me
washing me
dimensions change
frequencies change
the other disappears
not a single fear or worry
the other is me
knowing myself
in love with what i am
the only safe place i know
the mirror talks back
whispers in my mind

i see wisdom in how things work
i know why they are.
cause my mind is a radio
i hear all the station together at once
torrents of information downloading
ideas and thoughts flood my consciousness
nothing lost, nothing forgotten
nothing skipped nothing confused
communication, networks
proposing existential questions,
because my life depends on it
brain racing
level after level, more is activated
busy thoughts creating explanations
bare and deliver orgasmic reactions
spectrum of pleasurable probabilities
universes upon universes of possibilities
i am present in each one
i skip from a fairytale to another one
spreading the wholeness illuminating within
every thought is written down
songs, for unspeakable thoughts
camera confessions
psychoanalysis
diagnosing state of progress
being everywhere all the time
willingly, hopefully

reporting to play roles of mother, daughter, wife, business owner,
the new hot thing in town.

and travel.…