#Breakup

  • Glorious Kill-Pill

    22:45:39: Laila: Do you recognize this?
    06:21:02: Zaid: Morning
    Wt is it?
    07:48:50: Laila: Morning baby
    It’s something I tried last night and I didn’t catch the name. It kicked in about two hours after I took it. What it did is focus me (finally) on doing what I wanted.
    I stayed up all night making Julie a pretty box to put all her school pencils and colors and stuff in.
    I organized Julie’s crafts closet as well before I started the box project.
    I almost didn’t notice the effect of the pill. I noticed it only after a few hours of focusing and working and just being me and enjoying myself.
    My mind is clear. I’m not thinking about bullshit
    Julie woke up at 5
    We played mine craft
    She was so happy.
    09:00:46: Zaid: Wt is it called?  where did u get it?
    09:01:12: Laila: From the kfoof guy yesterday
    I’ll ask him what’s it called
    It’s in the pharmacies
    That’s what he said
    09:26:47: Zaid: I’m sorry bas I dnt want to stay in this relationship call u after work to make it in a proper way
    …
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    #HeartBreak: #Monologue: I’m the 1/3 Part of me

    Slipping through vertical trenches

    In my face

    Liquid daggers

    Going nowhere

    Crying for nothing in particular

    Even in these moments

    I watch myself

    Over dramatic

    Pathetic

    A fool

    There’s a slash inside my heart

    In between it, there’s a void

    And I’m looking at myself, through the emptiness

    Where innocence and I met once

    And I am watching myself

    Imagining there’s a third behind us both

    And we all are fools

    You laugh at me

    And I cry over you

    And he, is a silent hallucination

    You would think it will change

    And we will be together again

    But,

    The change in scenario won’t bring us back

    No it won’t

    There is and always will be

    The dividing crack

    goodbye…