#E.M

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    One Fine Day with you

    I had another dream.
    But this time i did not dream what i asked for.
    It was a surprise really. A gift of sorts.
    I had a brand new
    Newly designed dream
    Involving the only guy in my past
    Which i have pleasure in seeing in my dreams.
    And the strangeness of the dream was simply because
    It was a happy one.
    I got to live a very long day with someone i think i love,
    The only one who i think i love
    In a fantasy world
    Where our relationship actually works,
    And we don’t end up burning our bed.

    The emotions in the dream were more real
    Than any emotion i have had while awake,
    For maybe a decade.
    What’s more,
    The dream made complete sense,
    No crazy dream shit was interrupting the flow,
    And that made it surreal
    And familiar.

    It went on and on,
    And i would awake and fall back asleep
    Only to create a new scene in the same dream.
    Which is a wish come true,

    To be able to continue a dream
    The total control on a whole different level.

    However, the control was not from within,
    But from with-out..

    What are dreams made for?…

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    #HeartBreak: #Monologue: I’m the 1/3 Part of me

    Slipping through vertical trenches

    In my face

    Liquid daggers

    Going nowhere

    Crying for nothing in particular

    Even in these moments

    I watch myself

    Over dramatic

    Pathetic

    A fool

    There’s a slash inside my heart

    In between it, there’s a void

    And I’m looking at myself, through the emptiness

    Where innocence and I met once

    And I am watching myself

    Imagining there’s a third behind us both

    And we all are fools

    You laugh at me

    And I cry over you

    And he, is a silent hallucination

    You would think it will change

    And we will be together again

    But,

    The change in scenario won’t bring us back

    No it won’t

    There is and always will be

    The dividing crack

    goodbye…