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Alien School
I had this very creepy dream,
But… i also cannot remember what i did last night before i went to bed.Since i have woken up, a few minutes ago, i have found out that my feelings of not remembering last night accurate.
I really and actually do not remember the going-to-bed “procedure”, specially the bits i did before going to my bedroom.
It feels to me like i am trying to remember what i last did last night, just the way i would try to remember a dream.
The creepy dream i will share happened in the morning. It is 13:00 now.I was in my old school, but that soon changed into a never seen before place.
It was a new “type” of school based on a new “religion”.
It was my own school (a dream world school really), taken over by what i knew (felt) were evil aliens. I think i even know who the “headmistress” is.
She is the the same “mother” figure the contactee simon parkes describes.
Anyway, i saw the headmistress and her assistants of various ranks/jobs.
They passed right in front of me, like a train breaking through the crowds.
She was in the lead, severely back hunched in deep serious thought, talking loudly to herself it seemed,
Dressed in various assortment of robes, and tall head gear, fashionable, to cover her giant elongated head. I did not see her face, but i am not sure.The other were behind her, acting nervous and emitting hatred to everything and everyone, even to her.
Anyway, they totally ignored me, or i was invisible to them.
After they disappeared, i looked at the classroom on my right, which had huge windows permitting me to see the large amount of girls there, the students.I felt like the students are being forced to sexually (something) as a part of the school’s (satanic) religion.
The girls i saw were familiar faces from my life, the younger students that i knew when i was at school. And i would say either out loud or to myself, no, not you too, and you.. although i don’t really know the girls on any level.
Just familiar faces captured and under control. And it made me mad.
Very angry that it is this bad. I was expressing shock and distaste out loud.
I felt i was like a school inspector. No one was stopping me from inspecting..Before i go on, i must say this, since i woke up from the dream, and walked around the house and made tea and sat here to write, i have been thinking about the following, that this is not an important dream. I don’t remember it well. And i am disappointed that i dreamt it, instead of something awesome.
And i initially was more interested in the way i was feeling, that i don’t remember last night, and how dreamlike my reality is making me feel.
Then i decided to write a couple of words about the dream to reference my strange feelings.
But the dream got clearer and clearer and i couldnt stop remembering or writing it. suddenly i realised that this is a huge dream and i should write it down to every last detail..
So this is so strange to me.So in the dream, this school is actually something else. Because i “heard” or felt that they do something horrible with the youngest ones.
Mutilate them physically for some reason. The boys i think.And i was aware that i don’t know where my own daughter is. so i get personally involved in finding out the scheme.
Once i get out of the building and into the play ground, i see on the ground this:Laying in the ground, in a muddy puddly, was the skin of a hand of a child. With the wrinkles where the joints would have met once, and the details that prove this is a skin peeled off– peeled off a small child’s hand, and discarded in the strangest way.
Maybe on purpose for me to find. Maybe thrown there by a child worker.When i saw that, i suddenly knew what is going on and what i should do to perhaps stop it. but i can’t remember this now.
But more interesting is this:Just before going outside, i went into a kitchen or home ed classroom. There were three or four older students making food, for a small event of some kind, i think the adults at school will be eating the prepared food. I told them why aren’t you making something nicer like chocolate cake, their answer was strange and i don’t remember it, it might even have been in a strange language. And i proceeded to taste the only thing that looked appetising, pale spotty sausages. I knew i should not eat that, i felt it could be of a male’s body part, i knew deep inside that i am committing a cannibalistic act, but the flavour then overpowered my thoughts, because it was so good. Like really really good, and i was so happy with the tasting it.
Just then my tooth started to wobble terribly. And then, i remembered that this has happened before, (in another dream last week) but for me it was just another day in my past. I can’t remember the other dream, but i was aware of the “timeline” somehow.Without speaking to the students, with the sausage in my hand, which tasted really really foul on the second bite, i left the classroom from a different door. Thinking only of my tooth, knowing for sure that it is not going to hurt, and it will be easy to take it out, and i also knew (remembered) how the tooth base is going to look like: 4 spider like legs that plug in and out of my jaw.
This is when i find a door to the outside, to the backyard playground,
And i open the glass door which open out, and right where the door stood open i saw the muddy rain puddle with the skin. I let the door close and it did gently, and i come very close to inspect the find.I feel, see and hear many children outside, and i know none of them are actually playing. It felt like a labour camp, where those poor kids had something to do with the skin i just found. It felt like a butchery, factory, open air lab of some kind. And the kids didn’t know what they were doing, and they were very very sad and hopeless. Orphans. all this i got from intuition. I saw nothing but what my mind allowed me to telepathically see.
I am still obsessing about my tooth, all this while, and i decide it is time to take it out. i push it in, hear a click, and the take it out, i am expecting it to be white like it was in the other dream, but it turned out to be black. Not rotten, but jet black, a stone, black sapphire, with four beetle legs, alive, but unharmful, slowly flexing and opening. A device which is alive.
I looked into the stone, and saw a face for a moment. A darth vader image. A black masked face. (note: i have nothing to do with star wars, i never watched it, but the darth vader symbol has been “presented” to me on a few occasions during wakefulness, a sort of a sign, the last month or so.)When i see him, i feel calm and determined to follow my mission because he was my “commander”.
The dream ends here i think. I wake up.And i still feel strange, like something in me has shifted, dreaming and living has been connected somehow, or worse. I dont know.
Your thoughts?
…Oh this all means that the earth is a cold hard school run by negative beings & the student souls from the liquid dimension shed their skins when they leave the school & return to the liquid dimension. This is why you saw part of a student’s empty skin lying in a puddle outside of the school rooms.
While at the school the students have technology connected to their lower spinal areas & this is why you noticed that all the students had something invasive happening to their lower spinal areas.
The staff of the school generate their own tantric energy by making love with each other This is why when you tried their food it seemed like something sexual to you.
The negative insect being that plugged into your mouth & whom you recognized as your controller is one of the primary beings that connect the soul to the holographic human world & lead the human vessel through its destiny. They are not really negative but they have to act negatively while working in the school.
One woman was so distraught when her boyfriend dumped her that she could not stop crying & wanted to die. Then a male angelic voice began speaking to her & calmed her completely. She became happy until one day she found herself in a craft with a white mantis alien who was the owner of the voice she had heard. She considered the being to be a devil even though it had behaved like an angel & helped her immensely in previous days. This shows how the insect beings can be positive if they feel there is a need.
Overall I can see that you are being given some cold hard facts about life from the multidimensional point of view. You’ll need to understand & accept these facts if you want to interact fully with the beings overseeing your soul & its position in the holographic body & world.
My impression is you’re being given a choice to either know & live with the cold hard truth about the earth school, or stop seeking truth & focus on earthly things instead.
I feel like I should give lots of references to scriptures & accounts of other peoples experiences etc in order to add weight to what I believe your dream maker is trying to tell you. However my words really can’t ever teach you anything. All learning will come from your own experiences & the the way your mind & heart digest those experiences. The truth is simple really & easy to live with, but the gap between the truth & the illusion the world lives in is vast & so the difficulty in knowing the truth is in adjusting to the disintegration of the illusion as the truth becomes apparent.
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Three Me’s explaining matrix to my own self
i don’t remember any details apart from i was with at least 3 other versions of me. and each of them, turn by turn were trying to explain to me the structure of life, the one same pattern, or equation that is life and all its details. this topic has been one of the themes in my latest dramatic “psychological” crisis, and i should mention that i am only an observer to my own life and its dramas. in the dream, each of the lailas was trying to make me understand something, and make me feel safer and better.
i had at least 2 other SIMILAR dreams, but i don’t remember anything. I don’t feel any stress on the conscious level. it is nonexistent. but on a subconscious level it is very hard, as i spent that night crying, almost wailing and confessing to my sisters, that i can’t feel anything. and i was crying about that more or less.Analysis:
Last night in bed i was trying to self medicate/meditate. i wanted to see with my mind, and stop the thinking process, turn the blind eye to distractions. open up my third eye when i suddenly saw what i think is a memory of me as a baby, standing in my playpen and then falling on my bum. i was seeing through my baby eyes. i am guessing i could have been 8 months old or a bit more.
i saw this, actually and physically saw the moment. the movement and the vision zooming in as i am falling down. i saw the patterns designing the floor of the playpen. it was more real than a video being played.just before that vision occurred, i saw blinking stars, which i have experienced last week as well. they seem to be the first stage of whatever it is that is happening to me.
as i was battling with myself to stay open, trying to shut down all internal distractions, i next saw what i would describe as a Grey, only the head. it looked different than the usual presentation. it was kinder and brighter. the white brightness in all the visions is a factor worth considering.surprise, surprise, my mind did not like this, and i was aware how it is trying to distract me with the process of fear, but i was determined to suppress it.
and when i started feeling a presence, i started calling for whatever it is, (didnt really matter to me what it was at this point) to make me feel safe, “please please please, just make me feel safe cause i really want to know more..”
My plea was genuine as there is nothing left for me to do but push myself over the edge and pray for peace of mind and truth.as i was praying, my eyes were still closed, and i tried again to zen out, and i suddenly felt the lights and atmosphere change. the room was almost pitch dark save for the music player’s green point of light.
the new light moves in a wavelike pattern, slow, starting at my head and travelling above my body where i lose track of it beyond my abdomen. this light was red and warm. i felt i was being scanned. i started to panic again as i became aware that my wishes may just come true, when i felt more than 3 presences in the room.
my mind started working again, trying to understand what is going on, and this is what i came up with: either a part of me is in a different dimension, or in a different place altogether, or that there were other presences in my bedroom, where my little daughter was also sleeping. I thought they couldn’t have been always there, but the dimensions are interacting within each other.
but then i felt that they were trying to calm me down just like i asked for them to do, by shining the warm light on me. it kept going up and down my body, slowly, like slow rolling waves, made up of red warm light. it wasn’t sexual in any way (it is a factor), and it was almost impossible not to panic and i kept telling my mind that this is exactly what my soul wants, so piss off.
and then my eyes opened by their own accord and i was positive that the light would disappear. i was scared that i was hallucinating this, because i really wanted the light to be real. and the light did not disappear! it also is interesting that it did not become brighter, or change in any form or way. it felt like: when my eyes were closed, i was seeing this light. and when my eyes were open, the only thing that changed was the added greenish light from the speaker and i could see more of my room.I had Omharmonics, the Awakening track playing. the right side of the speaker started crackling, although i did fix it before going to bed. (note that it was not broken before, i noticed it was cracking only when i hit play before going to bed). I’m just listing every detail i remember.
back to the episode, when i started hearing the crackling noise, i took huge notice of my mind and saw that it wants to categorise that sound and make it legitimate. that the mind would not accept to just hear, it needs to understand where it is coming from to eliminate any paranormal cause. i told it more or less to piss off and just let me be and hear.. and right then i felt the bed covers above my left foot move, as if finger pinched the blanket, softly yet firmly in two different places. and i felt a sexual burst of energy travel from my foot up (i was lying on my right side). my mind woke up again and started to categorise the sensation and the physical movements and led me to think of the incubus concept. i tried to move my hand, and i could, so my mind dismissed that and let go.
so i start to zen out again, and honestly, lamenting the lost moment.
that is when the baby memory i described above happened.i was aware of how amazing the “video” was, the memory, no different from how we see “reality”. the color white, and how bright it was and real it was.. strange sensation.
there were also the more “usual”, (but not so often though- in general), vague black-grey visual flashes. and it was then, in those little trips, i was asking to see the presence i have been feeling on and off for almost all life. someone/something, of male gender, that i have been sexually aroused by. that was the purpose of my exercise really. i really wanted to feel safe after the self inflicted drama i caused myself the past two nights. but that is another story.
now i should also mention, that before all of this happened, i opened myself sexually, intentionally, as in i took care of myself, knowing that there is no end to it, the usual unhappy ending- which is my hell in this life. and i believe and i feel that the permanent orgasm block i’m suffering of should be lifted somehow before any progress is made, or maybe it’s the other way around, i don’t know if you understand what i mean. but i still don’t know. this is all part of the book i am trying to write.…


