Guardian Angel

You watched my world as it drifts to an end
Ravish desires, lost dreams, my bed
You held my wishes, my hopes so close
You promised me that I will never grow old.

My fate locked in a room behind your walls
Choose pure thoughts or my endless fall
Hypnotized gods for you they have prayed
The lost cruel ravens that you have saved
The meaningless cries, the sins, the lies
Your heaven near, half-winged you flied
The gentle clouds, angels in every crowd
Your faithful songs, to your earth you longed.

Angel, I believe in you,
Everything you say about me is true
The crimes that I lived, the men that I’ve killed
The women I drowned in twisters of guilt.

Mother a virgin, pure, untouched
Father a killer, every woman he fucked
I burn the moon, you crucify yourself
For more heavens or fucken hell.

When my life drowns in panic and dismay
You rescue me with embrace.

Loathing hatred they to you gave
Crystals and roses you covered their grave
Your smile on your dead lips

Spoil me oh stars, planets and eclipse
Creams of joy, tears of pain
Never stop, do it again
You lived my life as if I were you
of all the desperate only helped a few

Attracted to your perfect absence
You hold for me more than this attraction
I dreamt of nights, I dreamt of sweetened pain
Divine dirty lips, oh Angel! Kiss me again.

Gods already know, they have always seen
This love is obviously sheen
The gods are letting us play our little game
Please, my guardian angel, do it again!