#Journal: I Stopped.

I’m lost.

I feel like my brain stops working completely sometimes, in the midst of things.. just like that.
After a while I thought the reason was me, that I need to stop, regroup, start preparing again. Apply what I have learnt.
but it isn’t as easy as it should be, is it.
I feel lost, unable to relax. Cannot put myself into anything. Cannot be me at all.