Monologues

“A story of the impossible
..Make believe may be impossible to achieve
And really close”

I only need to remember that this is a dream
I am living in a dream
And when I go to sleep,
I try to wake up from dreaming
And control the dream
Where make believe is possible to achieve

This is a dream
I am capable of being myself
It is god given right here
I know that it is a dream
And I feel excited
All the possibilities

I need to call out
“I’m not here..
This isn’t happening”

And then impossible part,
To believe in it
Emotions
Subconsciousness

To activate it, I need to remember to want to do that,
To actually remember to ask myself
I am dreaming?

It is impossible for me to feel myself
I can’t
I live and sleep to activate my consciousness, my self awareness
But I cannot do it because my subconscious has the frequencies mutes
I feel them there
I know they are there
But I can’t hear anything
And I try to fix it
By striving to wake my consciousness up
Confidence, I need
The awakening will come,
Hopefully, and cure me from this looped curse
I am the soul, talking
Saying to my brother, consciousness
Please wake up
You need to listen
Open the door to the lucid dream
Realm of the subconsciousness
Where anything I desire
Becomes
She is crying out to me,
“Tell me when you hear my heart stop,
You’re the only one who knows
Tell me when you hear my silence,
There’s a possibility, I wouldn’t know

Tell me when the siren’s over
You’re the reason why I’m closed
Tell me when you hear me falling
There’s a possibility, it wouldn’t show”
My subconscious calling out to me, the soul
And what links us is broken

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#My right

I want to look up at the night sky
To not expect to see anything that is already subjected by me
Look up like a child for the first time
What is above me
This darkness

I want to see the stars for the first time
And everything in between them that is veiled from me today
Preconditioned expectations by the other
Stealing the innocence of a curious mind
Filling the shadows with examined facts
I’d like to slice every bubble and let it fill with doubt, if you don’t mind
Let them fill with the unknown..
I would like to find out
All by myself what this all is about
& I want to do it now
“You can’t do that,
That breaks all the rules,
the rules you learnt in school”

I ask to see the fear
And not fear it
The confidence
The self awareness to use the instincts
In order to accept the other
And ask it if it means any harm
And hear it whisper in my head, I am you
And you are what you should fear
And I’ll reply, then I don’t have anything to fear
If you are just like me..