Geometric Spaceship Tile (Dream #1)

Twilight slipping into night
the base of every dream

my sister and I standing infront of the side of our house
we were on our way to the backyard
to inform the others of something
a sort of a mission we were treading to
when she suddenly stopped
but I look up to the sky

nothing made me do it
nothing happened to attract my attention
I did it consciously
just to check if there was something there,
something I want to be there
something that I have seen before
and I saw it
with relief
appearing from behind the veil of secret dimensions
changing its vibration
just for me to see..
a massive
flat based spaceship
hovering
defying earth
silent
immobile and out of sync with time
most of the ship,
the whole of the right side
center and most of the left
was “inactive”
the shiny silver-gray exterior in the front
contrasted with the dull and ancient rust which immobilized the body
my eyes focused on the details
I saw shapes inside frames
I focused on one box
it was a geometrical shape i cannot recall now

the ship was abandoned
but the cockpit had life within
the watchers
their sky city
almost destroyed
this all happened in two seconds,
stopping, looking up, and trying to understand
and then something new happened
my subconscious communicated with my consciousness
invited it to play in the dream
and I remembered my own advice,
before falling asleep
how to tell my sister
knowing of her awareness of the truth
hoping it will not succumb to the fear of seeing the truth

and just as I fantasized before falling asleep,
I looked at her, and told her with no words
to be calm
look up
that it is alright
and that our lives are not a waste as we think..
that we can start playing a new game
starting
right
now

and then, the usual suspect appears in the sky
whenever there are spaceships,
there is war
others who are trying to take us all down
Enlil’s tribe, the occupiers of the east coast
actually, and for the first time fire a missile
and I saw it fall
and said: it’s time to pack
yet again
we’re going home
enough is enough

P.S

my first spaceship dreams, and other cosmic activities in the sky started probably a decade ago. before I opened a book, before I was interested in anything.
I know that my new dreams must be affected with what I have read and researched the last year
but these dreams have not changed since I was a virgin