sexual communication
am I making a deal, a big deal out of this?
no, yes?
There are sides to this. His mental block, thanks to his wife. And there are my primal desires to freely express myself sexually.
Two extremes for him, from not allowed to look or touch the pussy, to worshipping it, playing with it, experimenting, to forcefully orgasm me.
To get what I want I need to lure him and that’s terribly – unromantic. Unfair for me. Insulting really. But I do understand. And I’m willing, specially for him. For the sake of a happy ending. I choose him.
I just want my justice.
I just want peace.
I just want to live.
Oh darling… Justice and peace are often difficult to achieve at the same time. But you more than anyone deserve to live fully, to spread your wings and be happy. Finding a man of your calibre is not impossible, but it is very difficult. Is H. the one? I cannot possibly speculate on that. All i know is that I would very much like to see you happy and to have some news of little Julia too … I am going to a classical concert tonight again, I shall lie on the grass listening to the music and thinking of you…wishing you the very best…
Yours ever
f