I do not want to participate in this experience. I don’t want any of it I play the role of higher self as an observer and act accordingly.A life which is like this but exactly good and never bad.

So how can I salvage this lucid dream.I don’t know what to wish for.Anything but this. I don’t like it. I’m over it. I like being by myself please and thank you very much.
Fear this fear that I can’t face or name.But this film is making me wake up صحصحي!