Existential Desperation

bored..

of all that you said..
of talking to myself,
of loving the dead..
it’s driving me insane!
will someone explain!
why we choose to live..
live in this life..
and all that we seek..
is a husband or wife..
but what’s really there?!
up there in the sky?
And these..
These chimps have no ears..
these sheep have no brains..
it’s driving me insane…
and i choose to see!
explain the unexplained.
why do i don’t know why!!

How can i know ‘why’!!