#Tallulah

The dream starts with a family gathering in Jido’s house. I hear movement down in the boiler room. I call out that I see you there, as a small body runs and hides inside. It turn out to be a small girl, a runaway. Hasn’t eaten in four days or so, filthy dirty, and in need of wholesome love and care. I take her in with all my heart, crying.

As she undresses for a bath I see abuse and what seems to be genetic experimentation as her body is covered with black thick hair like an animal.

My father sees her and he also wants to give her love and care, but as he tickles her I realise she was also mainly a rape victim from her own father, so I stop mine from touching her.

However, soon his palm manifests a ‘Tallulah’, a word I’m using now, a mark of a contagious disease. Now I see her body is full of them.

The girl dies, happier and loved, seemingly fulfilling her life, but another two appear, as well as a whole group of people I do not know who take care of them. They are like me in a certain way, and also help these children with the mark , which I now have too someone remarks to me. When he tell them they exclaim to each other that I am like them unaffected negatively by this Tallulah, and that means I like them are part of a special ‘force’.

And I then excitedly, with understanding, ask if that means… and they say yes.. the words don’t actually come out, but the meaning is I am now able to access solar awakenings, something of the sort. I am immensely satisfied by this. Purpose and identity unraveled.

Part II

I don’t remember much now. But it went on all night, and in parts. Ru appeared, of course, and we were romantically together (it’s been a year and half as this dream continues).

… [even if i think i will remember, once i write scenes down others are deleted from mind. Should brainstorm first.]

The reason this dream had to be written down is because it affected me, changed me, in the dream and here in life.
One, connection between me and others on a higher level of purpose, and two, the emotions I had to endure.…