how many times have I been here, telling you I want to love. And how many times have I asked you why not. And all the times I have said until when. And all the Why’s and what should I do’s What’s the problem too What do you want me to do and the why nots. all I want is to love to feel I want to love I want to feel can I make a deal Dear, let’s make a deal I give you something you need and you give me what I need
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Some good news after the nothingness as the sun wakes up hard and fast. Many sunspots to excite, to entice, to metamorph me with M’s, hopefully X’s.
After the Dreamworld shifting its paradigm lately, marking anchors and milestones clearly for me to see, I wonder, is a beautiful flare gonna explode to ravish me and my senses and take my heart and mind and body home. …
Astraea:
My dear Beings of Humanity,
With all of my love,
With all the sympathy I have bared for you,
The unfair plight you’ve been set on,
I greet you with a big, tremendous-
Lilith:
Fuck you. …
