#Phenomenon

setting: R.crystal office 8th circle.

we haven’t talked for a couple of months,
he says i ignored him, i say he ingored me
we smoke, and something happens
for the first time, what is around me morphs into a different setting
just like a dream

i am in my dad’s old office
and i am abundantly aware this is happening.
terrible and overwhelming power tampering with my consciousness
reality and nonsense bombard me
worries i do not believe in
unnerving cells under my skin.

internal thought process about
how undifferent this is from dreams
battle of consciousness i undergo in the state of dreaming
is like battle of subconsciousness i’m experiencing now
both cases i’m saying the same to myself,
remember i am dreaming, right now

lucid dream
lucid reality
it is possible to live my way
wake up from the dream,
live the way i want.

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