#Lucifer

2 nights ago, I have read about lucid dreaming
And detached layer mind that from a normal dream
Yesterday I had a normal dream
And I hated having it
Tonight I had a normal dream
But it is stuck with me

Dream:

I was standing at the kitchen door in jido’s house
This is one of those dreams were my family lives there
My father was outside
Others
And some family behind me in the kitchen
A ferocious dog appears
Big
He comes at me
And starts biting my thigh, or my chest
It doesnt hurt
But I am scared
But not really
I am calling to my father who is watching
And I am asking him to get rid of the dog
We probably were running away from something before
And almost hid in the kitchen
I think when I saw the light brown dog I closed the metal door
But it opened it before I shut it
Later
The dog has morphed into a man
I am in farah’s bed
With the man
He is powerful and no one measures up to him
I am his prisoner, in a sense
He is lying in the bed
And I am so very attracted to his power and evil
I am moving my body to entice him
Begging him to touch me with my thoughts
He gets angry and orders me to stop it
But I am not afraid of him
It feels like I am the only one who is not
And I want him to touch me
The thing is
Peter Petrelli is also there
We are supposed to be together
He is on a seprate bed on the front right
And he is under a spell
He cannot come to me
Or do anything
He is frustrated and angry
And the dog man is unwillingly perhaps casting a sex spell on me
Or I am feeling his magic without him planning on it
It breaks my heart that I want this man to touch me while my peter is right there
But I cannot think about anything else
I actually want peter to see the man touch me
I want them both to
So I am moving in such a way
And the his hand touches my vagina
I dont think he meant to
But I moan and get high of it and want more
He gets angry at me
He can hurt me bad
But I am not afraid
And I think he notices that and likes it
After a while he starts really fingering me and finger fucking me
And I am going crazy
And I moan
And peter is stuck my invisible force
The man thinks he is punishing me this way
I really want him to fuck me
It is wild and awesome
It reaches a high that I wish peter is on the bed
And then it is like a scene from a movie
It goes slow motion as I realize that peter is somehow coming over
I see him from the back of my head
And I see how in a few short moments it will be me him and the dog man making love
There is music as well
But the second I realize that this is it
I fucken wake up
Now all night long
I feel strong
A sensation of determination and physical strength
Later I came back to the dream
But it was the social shame of what I have done
And I didnt really care
But it went on and on
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The dog man might be me
That is why I could control him
That is why I could see what he saw when peter was coming
But what about that feeling
Of closure on my innocence

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