#Log: Verse | Where am I
gone in within,
to find myself..
in within,
i\m terridied…
gone in within,
to find myself..
in within,
i\m terridied…
I am walking in ANS, it is evening, round the back play ground
I see 2 girls, one guy, they are foreigners, blond
I never look properly at the girls, but the guy looks like Victor Lund
They are ahead, their life is fun and they travel
Backpackers
Suddenly it starts to rain heavily
Summer rain
They are having fun and running ahead
I decided to join them
And we were all running towards the long stairs, elementary section
I am laughing with them
I blend with them
I think it is so cool to get all wet
It is nice and warm.
When we reach the stairs
I see others, 2-3 playing on the stairs
Round the back, were the outdoor bathroom should be,
A van
We go inside
Only the 4 of us
I know that I am cool
I need to show them how cool
My back is to them
And I look out of the door
And decide to wish my first wish
I wish for the sun to come up
(Again, sun come up)
It does, fantastically so
The girls like me
The guy is fascinated by me
My plan is working
They are smoking a j
They pass it to me but it is almost out
I know that next time, I will get the long one because I have earned it
After I take a couple of puffs
Somehow a big chunk of burning ash falls
I ask one of the girls have you seen it
I find it as she points to the seat
I fix it
I think I give it to the guy
I am feeling great
I know something good will happen next
I am mysterious and magical and beautiful
And I know he is smitten
As he takes the J from my hand
His fingers brush mine
I think for a split second
And allow it
And share back
Touch his hand
Give him a promise
My back is to them
And I climb gracefully to the roof
And lie back enjoying the sun I conjured
He climbs a moment after
And lays down to my right side
His hand touches mine
And I touch his back
Then we start to make out
And it was beautiful
Fully dressed
I wish I can remember the details and the sensations
There must have been passionate kissing
But the whole thing felt like it took a long time yet was condensed into one moment.
Maybe intercepted
We were dry humping
And the sensations were amazing
He was coming
And he said it
He said ‘stop or I will come’
And I told him that I wanted him to
So he does
But it was weird
He came
And his mouth foamed over
He panicked
And both our clothes below were covered with his cum
I was very calm
I didnt even get repulsed
I didnt tell him anything either
I just stood and wished for us to be clean again
But the magic didnt work
And I got confused
I was wearing black shorts
And tried again to clean myself up with magic
It didnt work again
And then I think I went off looking for an explanation
I walked away toward the lower football fields
It was night time again
There were lots of people lying around and lounging
And on the hill was a great castle
I tried the magic again
I waved my hand thrice for fireworks over the castle
The first one worked
But there was a time lag
The second and third were slow and hazy
It was cloudy
The moon shown brightly behind
I waved my hand for the clouds to disperse
They did
Completely
But after a time lag
I had given up really, but then then clouds evaporated
So I felt better
My magic still works
Why didnt it work before
I see the milky way
I think I repeat the scene, then
And walk in thinking I can conjure a J all to myself
And I do
I say this wish nursery rhyme, that I cannot remember now awake!
And I also wish that no one will know or smell it
Everything goes well
Until one girl smells it
Going down a steep hilly road in the middle of a busy town. Convertible, I am not driving
I am on the roof of the car, arms open
Action going on
Car chase or shooting
No fear
Excitement
Hazy….
I go back to find him
The whole area transformed into a town
Something about going downhill in a car or a bike
Racing
Running away
Found him
Racing off with him maybe…