#Game

  • The Sanity Game: How to Make a Schizo

    it’s hard to stay sane
    still fighting to understand what sanity is
    i’m trying and trying
    to understand myself
    what it is to be normal
    what normal really is
    in unnormal worlds
    learning what it is to be,
    and what it is to be in the now
    it is hard enough to do all that
    while listening to time click and tick noticeably past
    and on top of all that,
    i’m forced to create, yet again, another self
    for my loved ones
    so not to panic
    because for them
    i am being unnormal
    what sanity is to me,
    insanity is to them..
    stop forcing me to play games
    you are forcing me to pretend, and it is against my religion
    oh Chronos, move it already
    before they take me in and lock me out

  • #Observer: Intellectual Cataclysm

    i watch humanity suffer of absurdity from high above
    only to realize i am not safe up here
    
my 
feet are in the mud, 
forced to play a game i do not want
    
leave me be
    the absurdity and waste is yours 
not mine 

    it’s not fair, 
i don’t want to play
    i am in this world, but i do not wish to be of it
    there are no things
    there are events…