2 days ago.
The focus element came from the absence of the: insistent, continuous, dull, background, existential discontent.
Instead of feeling anxious about the passage of time, my full attention concentrated on what i wanted to do, doing it and finishing it.
I’m now missing the feel of wholeness and clarity.
How should I do this by myself.…
I am content.
Months have passed progressing this way forward.
My alien life completing, expanding.
Cosmic genies gave my wishes to me.
Life feels more like mine.
Energy to will productivity,
and control over my self.
An intriguing guy I long to fall in love with,
contenting me in various ways.
It must be easy to fall in love with you,
but I can’t feel it.
Would I could I genuinely feel again.…
