Guardian Angel

You watch my humanity
As it drifts to an end
Ravishing all desires
Lost dreams
My bed
You hold my wishes
My hopes
So close
You promise me
I’ll never grow old
My fate
Locked up
In the room
Behind the wall
Your tainted thoughts
Or my endless fall

Hypnotized gods
For you pray
Lost cruel ravens
You always save
The meaningless cries
The sins
The lies
Your heaven is near
With one wing you fly
On gentle clouds
You see me in every crowd
With faithful songs
To our country you long
Angel,
I believe in you.
All you say about me is true..
The crimes that I lived..
The men that I killed..
The women I drowned in twisters of guilt..
My mother
The virgin..
She’s still pure and untouched..
My father
The killer..
Every dream he fucked..
I burn the moon,
As you crucify yourself..
One day they’ll know,
That there is no heaven
Or a fucken hell..
When my life
Was drowning in panic and dismay
You rescued me
From myself
With your sweet embrace
You said it’ll be gay
The loathing hatred
That people to you gave
You still covered them
With thorns and roses
On their graves
You kept the wicked smile
On your dead purple lips
And spoiled me with stars
Planets and powerful eclipses
The screams of joy
The tears of pain
You never stopped
You did it again
You lived my life
As if I were you
And of all the desperate people
You chose only a few
I was attracted
To your perfect absence
But I never knew
You held for me more than this attraction
I dreamt of the nights
I dreamt of the sweet pain
Of your dirty,
Divine lips..
Oh, angel! Kiss me again..
The gods already know.
They have always seen..
It was obvious,
Our bond was not all that sheen..
Gods let us play
Our dirty little game..
So please,
My guardian angel,
Do it again..
Many angels left heaven..
And the rest have died..