No Desire to Act Alive

“When this world is trying its hardest
To leave me unimpressed” — Depeche Mode – “One Caress”

 

I do not want to participate in this experience. 

I don’t want any of it.

I play the role of higher self as an observer and act accordingly. 

A life which is like this but exactly good and never bad.

So how can I salvage this lucid dream.

I don’t know what to wish for.

Anything but this. I don’t like it. I’m over it. 

I like being by myself please, and thank you very much.

Fear this fear that I can’t face or name.

But this film is making me wake up. 

صحصحي!

 

 

 

@Abs

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