Important numbers

Note (August 5, 2020)

• Image imprinted in my head: desperately calling numbers to find a saviour.
• AmmanWest hotel room, drunk.
• Sobbing confessions before my father. Making peace.
• The big O in the shower.
• Passing out in bed, happy.
• Betrayal: abducted, waking up in a mental hospital, dying of thirst.

The email probably was a foreigner I met through NQ in Salt. My ‘when I runaway’ connection.