To Die Is To Say Goodbye

Huge building. Familiar. Full of people that I later realize are people from my life. First up, are my mother’s friends, all sitting in a big circle. Outside is war or the apocalypse. No help is coming, this is it. I am worried about them all. I have a feeling that it is up to me. All of a sudden I realise, the only way to “evacuate” them to safety is for me to say goodbye to them. I am very happy. Everyone is happy. Hugs all around. I move on to the next area; family members. I focus on cousin J and O. Jido is there too.

I meet my father, and it is an iconic moment. My attitude is of a higher, more knowing soul. we are equal. It is serious, full of love and forgiveness, and I tell him “next time, let’s do it better/right. We will have a good relationship.”

I turn around and see that there was no people there anymore. They have “evacuated”, so I am doing the right thing.

I move into a different part of the building with big classrooms (from another #dream: Alien school.) I see old classmates from ANS. We are all excited to see each other. They are little, perhaps grade 6. I realize that there are many other classrooms and I will meet them all again there but different school years (time is relative.) I also see my cousin J and O again, their younger selves, and Jido in his 80’s thick rimmed glasses dressed in his suit. We say goodbye again. Happy.

PS: the next day I go to mama’s exhibition in a place I never been before. But in the dream. this is were I was.

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