#Realisation: Unavailable vs disconnected

I think I have been mistaken all along when I said that I don’t feel; and hence, I was also wrong to say that I’m excited that I might be feeling me soon. The right way of describing it just occurred to me, because it happened that I caught myself unaware, and I found out that I forgot you, KJ, for a moment. The jolt of waking up to the reality of ‘you’, dawned on me like a burst download; instead of it (the knowing) staying the whole time like it should, at least in the background. That’s the problem.