FatherFigure, Charming BadMan

I’m sorry I am writing this down after 4 or 5 days.

#Recall

There was a late 40’s man, young looking. Sleek and cool.

#Scene: Sitting in a cafe with 2 of his friends. He is proud and full of himself. He shows me off as his daughter.

They are disgusted at him and don’t give him much attention yet stand there looking at us casually.

I, am feeling like I am someone else. I feel younger almost childlike. I’m shy and excited and happy that he is now my father. My eyes averting them, looking down at the table, legs crossed in little girl twist, hands firmly on each side.

#Scene: He has taken me to his ‘villa’. He is rich and an asshole. Once inside I flip to a person who is awed by the richnesses which is now mine. And immediately say, to no one in particular, ‘no way I would clean this huge house. I want a maid’. Then, I am welcomed by other females who tell me I am the new comer. I accept it without second thought and start my new life.

The ‘father’ soon appears as his true form, bolding, in draggy clothes; loses all charm.

#Scene: beautiful huge bathroom on a high floor. I can’t wait to try it out and plan to take a luxurious bath. The room has dim lightning, dark purple liquid in the bath. Pleasing, and inviting.

But then things happen. Now I can’t take that bath anymore because, ‘He’ has murdered one of the females (3adi), and the water is tainted. I think everyone disappears, and I decide to take the bath afterall but I find the big tub already covered by covers (servants already cleaned up and closed the tub because they deemed someone else should decide if the bath is ok to be used). I lift off the layers of books or tiles or planks and look at the water.